At this point I’m torn between hoping for the sweet release of death or waiting for my brain to blackout into violent rage.

More scared for my friends in other red states since I’m cishet and look like I blend in with maga. I’ve felt isolated ever since I moved to ArKansas at the end of 2019. I have no friends in this state outside of the household. I am too scared to attempt organizing, wouldn’t even know where to look or how to approach such a thing. This whole thing is terrifying, infuriating, confusing, and exhausting, and I know it’s only going to get so very much worse.

I wish I was worth peoples’ time.

If anything Lemmy users so far have been much less annoying than most reddit users. I feel like I’m reading through less garbage, and comment sections don’t look like the same joke repeated ad nauseum.