Avid PC gamer, Linux convert, SCP fan.

Love Science Fiction, Cyberpunk, post-apocalyptic settings; Fan of the games of the defunct Arkane Studios. Listening to (Power-, Speed-, Thrash-)Metal, Gothic, Deathrock, EBM, Vaporwave, Lo-Fi; Classic and Musicals are fine too. Can’t stand Hip-Hop.

Owned by two cats, recently divorced, blessed with a personality disorder (AVPD) - pensioned (even the state has the opinion I’m a total wreck lol). This causes me to be unable to keep up personal connections and makes me ghost literally everyone, so if it happens to you, sorry in advance.

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Pro GenAI, but Anti-GenAI-Corpos; this technology should be available to everyone, which would only be fair since we all contributed to it. Datasets and Models should be under the jurisdiction of UNESCO, since they are literally the distilled cultural output of humanity.

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  • Especially if you consider self-harm, it is very important to be honest with your therapist. Even if it leads to an extended stay in a psych ward, that’s better than throwing your life away.

    When my depression took over so hard that i was sitting in my room with a knife in my hand and pondering cutting open my wrists, instead i went directly to the psych ward and institutionalized myself for 3 months, until my medication and therapy made me stable enough to leave without danger. Without this step, i would probably not be here anymore and would have caused untold pain to my surroundings. It led to many happy memories in my life which i wouldn’t have experienced.


  • The 3 basics are always the same: regular sleep, regular eating, regular exercise. If these things don’t work, the rest gets infinitely harder.

    For me personally: try to get a feel where my personal limits are, and act on them. That often means taking a step back, leaving a social situation and not feel bad about it; canceling appointments if they would be too much for me, even if i miss out on stuff (like not using cards for the theater even if i paid for them). Telling myself that I have innate worth regardless of what i do or not do; internalizing that being pensioned doesn’t make me worth less than when i worked. Accepting that my issues will never be gone, and that i can only work on fixing my reactions and reducing the time to counteract.

    Currently i am failing at literally everything except that i still tell myself that i am worthy of a fulfilling life.


  • I’m reading a lot here and also read a lot of your posts. Sometimes I agree with what you post, sometimes I do not agree. But reading your name next to a post title has never discouraged me to not click on your postings! I would be missing a lot of content if you weren’t there.

    But ultimately, neither I or anyone else should matter for if you post or not - if it’s good enough for you, and you aren’t breaking any rules, post away! I for my part do enjoy the content you post.









  • I must argue back, sadly. For someone like me who knows how to search the web for exactly the wording that is relevant for my issue, because i know how PCs in general work, how to scour through log files and how to formulate my search terms, Linux is fine, even if it has (still) some rough edges. (why the hell is there no graphical service manager installed on fedora per default for example? I know how to use the command line for this, others might not.)

    If someone just want to use their PC for gaming with no issues at all, don’t want to research workarounds if you run into hitches or want to play current multiplayer titles, windows still has an edge (even if it’s a bit of an artificial one regarding anticheats). If you leave the safe environment of Steam, Epic, GoG and Amazon (with Heroic), and want to just install a game with an downloaded installer, the learning curve gets steep pretty fast for someone who doesn’t know shit about computers. Under Windows it’s a doubleclick (or a singleclick in your browsers download manager) and clicking next/finish. Flatpak has helped here in some circumstances, but comes with it’s own limitations if you don’t know why your downloaded program can’t access anything outside your home directory for example.

    For someone who has used only windows in the last 20 years and is used to a specific workflow for whatever they wanna do (like people who digitize VHS tapes or similar “legacy” tasks), it will most likely be hard to switch over too - and why should they? (We both know why they SHOULD, but it will not be obvious or easy for those people)

    Then there is another aspect: if you can’t speak english most good sources for troubleshooting are out of your reach. I’m in a german language country - if i had to limit myself to only german language sources everytime i run into some issue, i would have given up pretty soon. Baby boomers in this country have atrocious english language skills in general.

    So you see: Everyone should consider Linux, but if you are old, don’t have technical knowledge, don’t speak english, do some task you have done the same way the last decade ,… the difficulty of switching might be too much without someone who helps them and is available when something breaks.


  • If you take away the polemics, the reality of majority opinions here is:

    At the current moment in time only terrible or completely uninformed people vote republican, and everyone should consider linux, but i can understand if someone wants to use windows for ease of use.

    and those are well reflected, humanistic viewpoints. There are other viewpoints too, but i would say they are not well reflected or accusatory out of their own failings. Reality HAS a left wing bias after all.